ELLO! Did you say hello? No I said ELLO!

Jun 19, 2004 22:14

I have now learned not to post when I am upset. I am so much better now. I have had a hard time accepting a few changes that were put before me. Thank you God for giving me strength when it is needed most. First I ask forgiveness from anyone I hurt during my downfall. I have not been myself I have been floating around trying to find my place, when there is no such thing as my place on this earth we are only passing. I was in a daze unaware of my surroundings, unaware of all the awesome people in my life. The last thing that I want to do is jeopardize what could be a wonderful friendship. I try to hard to live when I should be just living. Life is very short considering all that is out there to experience.
Tomorrow is fathers day and my grandfather is alive to experience it for another year My family is all here in one house Grandparents, parents, siblings, great Aunts & Uncles, 1st,2nd,3rd cousins, Aunts, Aunts boyfriends, Uncles you get the picture. And for the first time in I don't know how many years all because we were reminded how short life really is. It is amazing although we only have one toilet to accommodate all of us. Mine broke!!!! And no I did not do it!!!!! I say it was the monkeys but nobody believes me they got hot and went swimming and now there is this humongous hair ball stuck deep down in the pipes. We need some monkey hair ball removal stuff. Anybody got some? You would be way cool in my book. Ups sorry kinda went off there, but hey it could happen. FUN STUFF! Monkeys are cool!!!! Hey I bought two fishies today it was funny I was like one of those annoying kids that pick out that one special fish out of a million that in reality all look the same it was fun. The lady behind me was like does it really matter. Yeah, I want my fishies not just any fishies. I think she thought I was using them as feeders.
My nerves are going crazy next Sunday I will be leaving for Notre Dame with five teens. This will be my first time to be the only adult and it is far far away. I pray that I will be strong enough to help guide these teens. To help them become stronger in their faith. This can be a turning point in there lives if directed the right way. It could be a turning point in my life. I pray that we open our hearts and receive all during our journey. Well I'm going to mingle ta ta for now. Life is fun if you make it fun. I got Fishies, hey maybe they are clogging my toilet! FISHIES NO! I better go check! Nope Still in my tank swimming! Just keep swimming! Just keep swimming! Oh ya I was going to mingle! Good day or night whatever!
<3 Trinity
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