hey hey hey! So I got a new car! Well it's a 2003 and it has 50, thousand miles on it. I like it a lot!!!! Josh and I also found an apartment accross the street from Pine Point beacH!!! I am working in the office right now and then I am babysitting for a few hours, then I am bringing a car load of stuff to the new apartment! Then after that I have ( Read more... )

1. Not get stressed out as much ( Read more... )

well it's may today. I didnt even know it was the first of may until this evening. Today I watched the boys and audree until 2 and then went to the daycare. It was really good to hold the babies and see everyone again ( Read more... )

Today was a beautiful day. I wish Ryan were here to enjoy it. I heard a quote at the movies last night at the movies about death and it made me think of Ry all night. I doubt these thoughts will ever go away!

I wish that I didn't have anything going on tonight. I just want to go home and lay down and do nothing. But JOsh wants to go to the gym and I guess I should go as well. I am packing some of my things and bringing them to his place tonight after the gym ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that I saw Heather Johnson. SH'e s a friend of mine from hs that died this summer. I ran up to her and gave her a hug and told her how much i love her. I tried to tell her not to go on 202 in the car but I couldn't find a way to say it. Dead just sucks, esp when the two ppl I have lost, Heather and Ryan, were way to young ( Read more... )

I did this thing like 2 years ago...so I thought it would be funny to do it again ( Read more... )

Today I got a ton done. I started and finished my take home test for soc. I passed it in as well so I dont have to worry about that. I just editted my paper that is due tomorrow! I am sleeping in tomorrow which I am SOOOOOOOOOO happy/excited about! Josh is at home, I miss him and I can't wait for this weekend to be done w/ so I can see him ( Read more... )

Today started out really nice, I worked at the daycare and then I went to class. It started to rain/snow when I was in my class. We talked a lot about the paper that is due next week in that class and it stressed me out. I worked on it tonight though and I have a good grip on it so I am going to try to finish it up tomorrow and Friday. Meredith's ( Read more... )

It's rainy and gross outside. A perfect day to lay in bed and watch movies. I miss JOsh a lot right now. I am not having a very good day. I am so sick of school and it makes my whole body hurt everytime I think about ryan. I wish I had seen him one last time to say I love him and give him a hug. Losing him has shown me what is important to me and ( Read more... )