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I wish that I didn't have anything going on tonight. I just want to go home and lay down and do nothing. But JOsh wants to go to the gym and I guess I should go as well. I am packing some of my things and bringing them to his place tonight after the gym.
I just read a facebook message ryan sent me a few weeks before he died. It made my heart sink. I miss him so much. I still can't comprehend the fact that I will never talk to him again or hear his laugh. Or give him another hug. I love him so much, I don't write Loved him because I still love him even though he's gone.
Today would be a great day to go to the ocean. I really need to go there soon, it's the one place I can let everything in my life go away for a few minutes. Maybe I will drive to higgins tomorrow after school, I wish ash was closer by so we could take trips like that.
I think I finally got my period, which is good. But now I am tired and feeling depressed.
The good news is that after my group does our presentation for Behavior class I am done with that class. I have a dictionary to finish, and two papers to write and the semester will be over. I am going to write one tomorrow and friday and then work on the other one this weekend.
okay.....I should go.
I just read a facebook message ryan sent me a few weeks before he died. It made my heart sink. I miss him so much. I still can't comprehend the fact that I will never talk to him again or hear his laugh. Or give him another hug. I love him so much, I don't write Loved him because I still love him even though he's gone.
Today would be a great day to go to the ocean. I really need to go there soon, it's the one place I can let everything in my life go away for a few minutes. Maybe I will drive to higgins tomorrow after school, I wish ash was closer by so we could take trips like that.
I think I finally got my period, which is good. But now I am tired and feeling depressed.
The good news is that after my group does our presentation for Behavior class I am done with that class. I have a dictionary to finish, and two papers to write and the semester will be over. I am going to write one tomorrow and friday and then work on the other one this weekend.
okay.....I should go.