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It's rainy and gross outside. A perfect day to lay in bed and watch movies. I miss JOsh a lot right now. I am not having a very good day. I am so sick of school and it makes my whole body hurt everytime I think about ryan. I wish I had seen him one last time to say I love him and give him a hug. Losing him has shown me what is important to me and shown me how fragile friendships and life really is. I can't wait to get out of school and start really having a life. I have to get some stuff done though.