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YEsterday was probaly one of the worst days of my life. I was babysitting for Griffin and Jack when Ash called me. She sounded sad and I was like whats wrong you sound sad. THen she told me that Ryan had died. I completly lost it. I still can't believe that it is really true. It's so crazy to me that he is gone. I guess it's going to take a while to really believe it....but I don't want to believe it.......