I miss you
Today started out really nice, I worked at the daycare and then I went to class. It started to rain/snow when I was in my class. We talked a lot about the paper that is due next week in that class and it stressed me out. I worked on it tonight though and I have a good grip on it so I am going to try to finish it up tomorrow and Friday. Meredith's wedding shower is on Saturday which I am happy about. Mom and I are driving over together.
I feel bad being stressed out over school, because I just keep thinking about ryan and how he's not here and it's not worth it to be all stressed out over school and work b/c they aren't the things ppl will remember you for. I rather be spending time with my friends , josh, my mom and my family rather than here alone at the computer writing a paper a teacher will read once and forget about. It's just hard to concentrate. I have to go to some sorority stuff......
I feel bad being stressed out over school, because I just keep thinking about ryan and how he's not here and it's not worth it to be all stressed out over school and work b/c they aren't the things ppl will remember you for. I rather be spending time with my friends , josh, my mom and my family rather than here alone at the computer writing a paper a teacher will read once and forget about. It's just hard to concentrate. I have to go to some sorority stuff......