It seems to have all started Friday, the 20th. I don't know what, if anything, is wrong with her, but Devin is now, after 3 absolutely perfect months, pooping in her underwear again. She did ti at Faire with me Saturday. I believe she's done it every day, at least once, since. When pressed she told me her body wants to be a baby. I'm not sure if ( Read more... )

Devin-ness update - She's been VERY persnickety lately, last week or 2. I'm not sure what it is, but I'm hoping it's growing pains. She's got a short fuse and certain STRANGE things become battles and tantrums. Like, Wed, she freaked out cause I wasn't sure the Asian Noodle House had milk. It became a meltdown, all over milk. Today she almost did ( Read more... )

Oh my GODS. C2E2 this year was the most epic con YET. I had pretty much the best experience ever, cold and all. This con is just so... vibrant. The people are happy, the guests are nice, and the shopping is killer. Truly magical ( Read more... )

Well, chaos and uncertainty aside, there are some good things going on right now, that I can try to focus on ( Read more... )

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Oh, yes, it is time for the State of Me, hehe ( Read more... )

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I just got pretty much the confirmation of what I already knew, but the concrete answer was painful. I sat on the floor crying and Devin came up to me and asked what was wrong. I told her I was sad but I hoped she never understood it, and asked her if she'd always love me. She hugged me and told me yes, and I made an offhand comment that someone ( Read more... )