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SUP MY OLD LJ
Almost a whole other year hell yeah. Well, I guess I'll update some shit ( Read more... ) -
Things are better
Update on the life of bill anzalone! (im durnk forgive me ( Read more... ) -
Ehhh things are looking up
Work in another hotel, it's a better job with better hours. I work third shift so It's quiet and nice. I have a car again finally, and I'm making a real effort and push at the gym so I've got that going for me. I've also quit snus, so that habit is gone as well. Not drinking as much either, so yeah things are looking up. Hell, Bri and I do shit way ( Read more... ) -
spo drunk
i love bri so mcuh she is the only thing good in my world im so fucking awful and shitty and i hate life but i lvoe her -
Im drunk as fuck
So been another year, what's new in bill anzalone's world ( Read more... ) -
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Hey William, I'm not sorry I moved to las vegas, I love my life here. What you need to do is stop thinking how awful a mother I am and start thinking about bettering your life. we all have to take care of ourselves. especially as grown ups. I pray for you and I wish the best for you. I cannot be a part of your life until you stop feeling sorry for ( Read more... ) -
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Do you remember? That night that was supposed to be our last night together? You couldn't handle it. I was crying and begging you please don't leave. You told me I was being selfish, and credulous. You told me to grow up. You left me at my dads house that night, crying. You didn't care. You would rather not think about it. I think about it all the ( Read more... ) -
Anxiety, Depression, and my beginning to understand it.
Back in August, at my previous job, two things had happened to me. One, I was looking for a place to live, and two, I bought a new car. Towards the end of the month, however, another thing began to happen to me. I began experiencing....panic attacks. At first, of course having never experienced anything like it or really having stressed out over ( Read more... ) -
Welp been a few years I guess
My old fucking livejournal, man. I'm actually kind of glad I kept a record of my thoughts back when I was going through that shit. Reliving how I was then by reading my old entries gives me insight in who I was and who I have become since then. I will admit, some entries are painful to read, not in a "ugh i was such a dumb kid" kind of way, but in ( Read more... ) -
Heh
Been like 2 years ( Read more... )