Last wednesday, went out to eat with my sister when I randomly got a hair up my ass to go to this neat little hippie store in town.  We arrive and I spot a cute hippie guy with awesome dreads, so I mustered up courage to go compliment him on his dreads. Longish story short, he knew my sister via myspace. Awesome. Then comes in this beautiful little ( Read more... )

So, I decided not to dread my hair. Its just not a good idea while im still doing ballet professionally, but I WILL be altering my hair. Im doing to dye it all back to the bright red (as seen in profile avatar) then have my friend perm wrap a few sections of my hair with black cording. Will look a tad like this:


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Looking back at old pics of myself, when I had my bright red hair and it was cut all cute and what not made me kinda sad. I really miss my red hair. Hell, I would still have it, if it wasnt for the ass hole artistic director at my previous ballet company constantly freaking out on me about it. Got tired of all of the complaining, gave in and dyed ( Read more... )

Just popped 8 10mg valiums, sipping some fine french Absinthe, smoking some very good dro. Just got out of the best bath Ive had in quite a long time. At my old apt I had this wonderful full garden bathtub, but I make due with that I have now. Ram the bath water at about 103-105 degreese, used some of my expensive bubbles, lit several candels, ( Read more... )

Just took a look at my calender, and holy jesus, Aug. is damn packed. My cousin is coming in town on Aug 2nd and will be here through Aug. 24th. Her dad is coming to join her the last couple of days while she is here. (were friends, so it will be cool to hang with him for a few days) Then my friend Michelle will be coming in on Aug. 15th and is ( Read more... )

Ive been so damn busy. Random people popping up in my life keeping me busy. Thats cool and all, but Ive also been such a mess recently. Abusing adderall and xanax a tad too much and its always the same horrible cycle; take adderrall, stay up for how ever long (and recently, until i become physically ill.) I take xanax coupled with several tylenol ( Read more... )

I want these like a crack head wants his next fix!!


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Ok, so I know I was ranting about my seething hatred for 4th of July and BBQs. This one wasnt so bad! We got there really late (Ope...missed the food...so sorry about that!! HA!) her family was pretty cool (for the general texas red necky type) and very easily amused....espcially by fire. God, some people are so damn simple.

Michelle and I checked ( Read more... )

I hate 4th of July, I really do. Its nothing but an excuse frat boys and flag humpers use to be wasted all day/days/weekend. Seriously, the ONLY good part about it is the fire works. (and only if i'm allowed to make them...THATS PART OF THE FUN, PEOPLE!!) You cant drive anywhere in fear of having your life collide with some drunk red neck named ( Read more... )

Have to slow down my weight loss. I tend to be really good at dropping weight when I want too and since Johns Bar Exam is at the end of this month-I just have to slow down on losing weight as to not stress him out.  If he gets too stressed out he may not believe he passed and blame it on me....Hell if ill let that happen! I have a very full ( Read more... )