Mmmm...benzos.
Just popped 8 10mg valiums, sipping some fine french Absinthe, smoking some very good dro. Just got out of the best bath Ive had in quite a long time. At my old apt I had this wonderful full garden bathtub, but I make due with that I have now. Ram the bath water at about 103-105 degreese, used some of my expensive bubbles, lit several candels, closed the bath curtians (they are dark blue) and put Layla into my CD player. Read, for a bit, sipped my ansinthe and smoked my pot. It was beautiful. Best bath Ive had in a while.
Took the valium prior to bath time, took more once I got out. So whats that now, 80mg of Valium? Sounds right.
Starting to wonder if I should have taken a few of those tylenol PMs....oh well, whats done is done. Im chill. Im numb. Thats all I ask for.
Cooked my dinner while in the bath, currently staring at it as it grows as cold as the plate it rest on. Im still not certain if I can do it or not. And thats only have of what I cooked for dinner. My measley meal, 180 cals total. Would be the only thing I will have eaten for today and yesterday. Here I am, nervous and cautious of a meer 180 calories over the span of 2 days.
What the hell is wrong with me? (other than the obvious.)
Still un-decided if I wil actually eat it or not.... :-/
Who knows, maybe the solution to my delima could be more valium? That way I can just pass the eff out and not have to worry about it....
*sigh* Thankfully, valium tends to win over reason.
Took the valium prior to bath time, took more once I got out. So whats that now, 80mg of Valium? Sounds right.
Starting to wonder if I should have taken a few of those tylenol PMs....oh well, whats done is done. Im chill. Im numb. Thats all I ask for.
Cooked my dinner while in the bath, currently staring at it as it grows as cold as the plate it rest on. Im still not certain if I can do it or not. And thats only have of what I cooked for dinner. My measley meal, 180 cals total. Would be the only thing I will have eaten for today and yesterday. Here I am, nervous and cautious of a meer 180 calories over the span of 2 days.
What the hell is wrong with me? (other than the obvious.)
Still un-decided if I wil actually eat it or not.... :-/
Who knows, maybe the solution to my delima could be more valium? That way I can just pass the eff out and not have to worry about it....
*sigh* Thankfully, valium tends to win over reason.