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Wow, have you ever had one of those moments where you seriously question your own motivations for something major? I played that game for the last 20 minutes.

Ugh.

Like, it's not that I had any new thoughts tonight, because I didn't. But I put a bunch of old thoughts together and whispered them to myself, and listening to what came out of my ( Read more... )

And it's prolonged another day ( Read more... )

You know what's dumb? Everything.

I can't stand school, I have no idea what to do with my life, and my love life is a joke (albeit a very funny one).

It's getting to the point where I don't want to do anything. Showering and dressing even annoys me. Forget school work. I basically can't write my thesis at this point, partially because I'm ( Read more... )

( I clean out my mind with words, so take this as my sweeping the floor rather than trying to address an audience. )

The last few days have been pretty awesome. All the exams and papers are done, and even though I did a piss-poor job on the Latin test, everything else was probably okay. Have read lots of classic X-Men comics (Dan'o's been buying the omnibus editions) and finished playing all the way through X-Men Legends II. I was always Magneto because the man ( Read more... )

Today was unexpected. A good kind of unexpected, mostly; I just think that my brain's about to explode. I feel like I've had so many conflicting thoughts that my mind is fighting to keep itself from pulling a Jean Grey and going BOOM. Have you ever felt like you've thought about something so much that after a while, you honestly don't know how you ( Read more... )

I don't know whether to write a novel, live in a monastery with little bald Buddhist men, or go to Parkview.

If it didn't mean foregoing sex, I'd become a nun. I really, really mean that.

So I'm going to tell myself that my minor sobbing episode in the shower this afternoon was because my period is coming, even though I know that's probably not the case (because, heh, my period isn't coming). I don't know. I just had a random moment of "oh my God, I hate myself." And then I went on to mentally list each of the people that I love the ( Read more... )

Well, I'm in a cup (i.e., I feel the need to ponder a few things). I need wisdom, and yet I only want to take my concerns to someone who will give me the answers I want to hear. Steph! Come make me feel better about things ( Read more... )