So my mock is tomorrow and I have hardly studied at all. Im soo broken down and pessimistic about all this... So I see Chris' facebook message from under a day ago and he said he was depressed. I spent so much energy thinking about telling my dad about wanting to go to California in Feb to see him that I have hardly studied. And I am broken down ( Read more... )

End of the week! Which means that I can relax and work on my new video or something. But on the other hand I also have to study for my mock in history. I am going to the CD and record fair tomorrow! So hopefully I'll pick up something interesting. Tomorrow is the X Factor final too, and I have a feeling I'll be sorely disappoint with the result ( Read more... )

Ugh, feel like such crap. It doesnt help that a guy I met thats as old as my dad just wont leave me alone on youtube. When I first told him I didnt have time he sent me a number 1, as in a first strike. Really creepy. I had to send him another message saying I didnt have time just now... And had to talk to my dad cuz  Im scared of course and its ( Read more... )

Before I went, my dad got it out of me that I might be performing. He then asked me if it wasnt too much pressure in my problems like I knew he would, I asked him if he didnt think I'd thought it through, he got really fed up with me for that and for being fed up with him when he was just 'asking a question.' He then called me back to tell me not ( Read more... )

So today I was woken up an hour too early by my brother who was pushing me to clean my room which was hardly that messy since there was gonna be a guy coming to briefly look at the HOUSE, not the degree of things scattered around my tables or the shoes on the floor.  I took a few bits of trash down, tidied the carpet a bit, still being annoyed ( Read more... )

Tonight I've experienced a lot more depression  and confusion than I usually would, on a normal night like this. In fact, I've been feeling really great and positive lately but I feel a bit of something tonight. Sucks that it's come now that I'm thinking of going back to college. I just gotta hope that it's very temporary. It's as if I've begun to ( Read more... )

My dad wakes me up and the first thing he tells me to do is to clean my room finally even though he told me off about it crazily last night. He says that there needs to be order in my life and that he doesnt want his house like that, as if guests were gonna peek in my room, lol. Two concepts I cant relate to at all. He then just casually tells me ( Read more... )

Just dropping by for today. I've been relaxing today, or at least trying to relax. Been changing things in my play which was quite nice. I like it better now. Also, my dad has found work!! In our city. Which means that we arent moving city but I guess thats convenient in a way, and I can focus on other things such as my play ( Read more... )

I've been reading some of Angels Dance and Angels Die, Its very insightful. I've read about Jims early life and some stories about him, including some funny ones about his antics. I want to post a short extract of a story I found to be quite funny and clever.

( Classic Jim at his best, lol. )

As you can see, I changed the layout once again. I felt like a change and I felt like being a bit more creative.

Tomorrow I am going to Kent with my dad it seems. Im probably not gonna do much there, just see it i guess. My dad has an interview there, it could be our new home soon. It should be a good roadtrip : )