Oh no...
Tonight I've experienced a lot more depression and confusion than I usually would, on a normal night like this. In fact, I've been feeling really great and positive lately but I feel a bit of something tonight. Sucks that it's come now that I'm thinking of going back to college. I just gotta hope that it's very temporary. It's as if I've begun to feel enthusiastic about college and my subconcious has decided to wreck that.
My dad has been to work today too. He was complaining about my big role in losing his previous job when I was a lot iller... as if I could help it. He seems to think that if I keep his issues in mind that would help my self control despite my brains chemical inbalance and wanting to confide in him. I should'nt worry about that though, whatever happens, it isn't my fault and it isn't in my control.
My dad has been to work today too. He was complaining about my big role in losing his previous job when I was a lot iller... as if I could help it. He seems to think that if I keep his issues in mind that would help my self control despite my brains chemical inbalance and wanting to confide in him. I should'nt worry about that though, whatever happens, it isn't my fault and it isn't in my control.