Mr Kincaid ( Read more... )

im in a tough situation ( Read more... )

im not so sure i can do this anymore. its all so one sided ( Read more... )

everyone always leaves me in the end.

AND I DONT FUCKING BLAME THEM.

ive cut 3 times since senior year...and 2 of those 3 times were in the last 2 days. my arm looks like crap and my classes will be hot ( Read more... )

i came back to c-ville last night...straight from work actually. im ready to stop living with strangers. im okay to share my living space, but man...ive been here for less than 24 hours and im already sick of it ( Read more... )

im annoyed ( Read more... )

its like self inflicted misery

that i don't know how to stop

(this weekend is especially bad because everyone is at the library. yet i can't make myself do work because its friday. so there is nowhere to go. noone to be with. and only the endless cycle of feeling guilty for not doing work and at the same time just not being capable of doing work

i have the strongest desire to write a letter to the university. yet, i know that would be counterproductive. So instead, I write to myself ( Read more... )

Because I only ever write when I'm amazingly, beyond belief upset...I figure I should continue that trend ( Read more... )