fuck you.
Because I only ever write when I'm amazingly, beyond belief upset...I figure I should continue that trend.
I ask a rhetorical question to my suitemate who has come in and changed gilmore girls off the tv. i say "why do i have shitty friends?" she replies "you make such a big deal out of everything. what is it this time?" fuck you too. she thinks i make a big deal out of "everything." EVERYTHING includes: not cleaning stuff she's used to eat with with SOAP, me putting a note up about the fact that I clean PEE off the toilet seat at least once a day, or the fact that people leave trash by the door or dishes in the sink for days until I clean it up. Maybe if she wasn't disgusting, I wouldn't make a big deal out of it.
My initial problem this evening is the fact that I cannot get anyone to do anything in a timely manner. ever. Lauren and I have TWO HOURS between our classes tomorrow and that would be ideal to go sign the fucking lease. But her response? "if joanne is available to do it then." that we "still need to talk about who gets what room and prices and stuff." That doesn't need to be discussed before we sign the fucking piece of paper. And I've wanted to get this over with for WEEKS. AND nobody can get ahold of joanne. ever. her phone is broken. and she is never home. plus she's lauren's roommate. why must i track her down?
Instead, lauren gives me no answer to "why cant we go tomorrow" and says she must sign off. I'm sure she expects to go friday. Shall I explain how UNBELIEVABLY unfair it is to go friday? I could leave Thursday at noon to go home. That means one less night with SATAN. And I have to work at 3 on friday. So going home thursday makes my stress less decrease beyond belief. If we signed friday, I would not leave town til after 11...and it takes a minimum of THREE hours to get home. So I may or may not be at work on time. If I left thursday, I could potentially work way earlier on friday and still sleep in.
I want to say another "fuck you" to jessica. another friend where normally the good outweighs the bad. she's been a good friend but in my bad mood definately deserves a big old fuck you. saturday night we talk about a guy whos been calling me. i make a remark about how he has a girlfriend. her response? "just because he calls you doesnt mean he likes you." REALLY? first of all, duh. second of all that is incredibly rude and demeaning. a slap in the face if you will. sounds like "i cant believe you think a boy likes you."
This is in addition to the comment of how absolutely easy the soc major is. that she wants to double major in soc so she can raise her gpa. thanks alot. seeing as how im a soc major, and i am aware its not the same as a chemistry major, its not exactly EASY. just because she took 101 doesnt mean its easy. fuck her.
this is in addition, as well, to this summer's comment about how i cant get into vet school bc of my gpa. that the schools wont look at my application since my gpa sucks. well thanks jess. way to be supportive especially because you know all right. i mean, you serves on an admission board at tech for 20 yrs, right.
im tired of the shitty comments.
im tired of shitty friends.
tired of shitty roommates.
and a shitty life.
fuck you.
I ask a rhetorical question to my suitemate who has come in and changed gilmore girls off the tv. i say "why do i have shitty friends?" she replies "you make such a big deal out of everything. what is it this time?" fuck you too. she thinks i make a big deal out of "everything." EVERYTHING includes: not cleaning stuff she's used to eat with with SOAP, me putting a note up about the fact that I clean PEE off the toilet seat at least once a day, or the fact that people leave trash by the door or dishes in the sink for days until I clean it up. Maybe if she wasn't disgusting, I wouldn't make a big deal out of it.
My initial problem this evening is the fact that I cannot get anyone to do anything in a timely manner. ever. Lauren and I have TWO HOURS between our classes tomorrow and that would be ideal to go sign the fucking lease. But her response? "if joanne is available to do it then." that we "still need to talk about who gets what room and prices and stuff." That doesn't need to be discussed before we sign the fucking piece of paper. And I've wanted to get this over with for WEEKS. AND nobody can get ahold of joanne. ever. her phone is broken. and she is never home. plus she's lauren's roommate. why must i track her down?
Instead, lauren gives me no answer to "why cant we go tomorrow" and says she must sign off. I'm sure she expects to go friday. Shall I explain how UNBELIEVABLY unfair it is to go friday? I could leave Thursday at noon to go home. That means one less night with SATAN. And I have to work at 3 on friday. So going home thursday makes my stress less decrease beyond belief. If we signed friday, I would not leave town til after 11...and it takes a minimum of THREE hours to get home. So I may or may not be at work on time. If I left thursday, I could potentially work way earlier on friday and still sleep in.
I want to say another "fuck you" to jessica. another friend where normally the good outweighs the bad. she's been a good friend but in my bad mood definately deserves a big old fuck you. saturday night we talk about a guy whos been calling me. i make a remark about how he has a girlfriend. her response? "just because he calls you doesnt mean he likes you." REALLY? first of all, duh. second of all that is incredibly rude and demeaning. a slap in the face if you will. sounds like "i cant believe you think a boy likes you."
This is in addition to the comment of how absolutely easy the soc major is. that she wants to double major in soc so she can raise her gpa. thanks alot. seeing as how im a soc major, and i am aware its not the same as a chemistry major, its not exactly EASY. just because she took 101 doesnt mean its easy. fuck her.
this is in addition, as well, to this summer's comment about how i cant get into vet school bc of my gpa. that the schools wont look at my application since my gpa sucks. well thanks jess. way to be supportive especially because you know all right. i mean, you serves on an admission board at tech for 20 yrs, right.
im tired of the shitty comments.
im tired of shitty friends.
tired of shitty roommates.
and a shitty life.
fuck you.