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Mr Kincaid

http://www.myspace.com/mydecline18

Date: Aug 19 2006 7:32 PM Flag spam/abuse [ ? ]
Subject: RE: No Subject
Body: i finally have a chance to write you back

i love you so much, i was bragging to everyone about how well you treat me and how you feed me and do my laundry and clean for me

i love you

i had a great day today with you

i hope your time since has been productive

i cant wait to have tonight with you

i love you

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he says his messages didnt change. heres one of the recent ones:
Mr Kincaid

http://www.myspace.com/mydecline18

Date: Oct 19 2006 6:45 PM Flag spam/abuse [ ? ]
Subject: RE: RE: RE: No Subject
Body: i win
hope your nights going well, ours is already kinda busy, i'm sure tonight we're gonna be slammed
let me know how your days gone
i love you

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his messages did change.

i miss him so fucking much.
i want him to fucking miss me. how do i make him miss me?
i gave him his freedom. im the one that offered it up. he took it. and it kills me. he doesnt im me. and i lack the self control to not IM him first. he ended the break up conversation saying he loves me. if he loved me, id at least have IMs from him.

i cant do this.
my mom has cancer.
my family is broke.
i found out paul doesnt love me.
my dog is dying.
i cant do this.