I have been very tired amd the usual illness problems. Imam upset I had to cancel my haircut and I haven't been able to get a cleaning at the dentist all year.. The one time I would have been well enough they cancelled on me without contacting me. The nausea and retchung issues, in addition to the daily unexoected seizures putting me to sleep ( Read more... )

My heart is racing and I just woke up from a dream about people shooting a cat and her kittens and three birds because I asked them to stop feeding the animals cookies and chocolate...

Today has been a good day and for that I am grateful. Michael and I woke up a bit late. My mother apparently textmessaged me about her dog, whom she was supposed to drop off for me to take care of and then take back to her house before we went to the UU church for our "Spirit in Practice" class. Well, fussy Rasputin didn't want to come over. ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night about guns, the Tea Party, and a war. However, it wasn't an apocalyptic war or anything, which is part of why it took awhile for me to remember it had just been a dream. I hate politics, so I don't know why I'm dreaming about them ( Read more... )

One of the dreams that interests me the most is a dream I had where I was fey (but looked like a beautiful, lithe human with very long hair). I was the daughter of the Fairy King and lived in hidden spaces in a castle. A soldier r*ped me and I spent decades preparing myself to get back at him and had him killed (with me taking part) when he was ( Read more... )

One of the dreams that interests me the most is a dream I had where I was fey (but looked like a beautiful, lithe human with very long hair). I was the daughter of the Fairy King and lived in hidden spaces in a castle. A soldier r*ped me and I spent decades preparing myself to get back at him and had him killed (with me taking part) when he was ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that I think should have been more upsetting than it was. Though I do worry a little that parts of it will hit me later. Instead, it made me feel more calm, more okay, and like some of my current (bad) obsessions were unnecessary. I feel no ill will toward anyone. I love everyone I know right now. I forgive everyone. ( Read more... )

My TMJ is really acting up badly and I don't know why. My jaw is always getting stuck. Maybe I will try wearing the mouthpiece I have for it that I've never really used. I probably should stop eating in the middle of the night, though (caused by Zyprexa). Last night I got up and kept a box of Cheerios by my bed... I guess those are healthier ( Read more... )

I woke up remembering a dream about April. We were living in an apartment building/hotel building that was really nice and with lots of pastels and wood. My dead, female, elderly relatives were there too. April was unmarried, but might have been dating Phil. Her father paid her cable bill and there was a new romance cable option where you could ( Read more... )

I slept in really late today, even though I didn't go to bed late. I had some intense dreams again, which tends to be associate with me sleeping a long time. The only dream I remember, though, is debating with some people who was better, Britney Spears when she was first becoming popular, or Christina Aguilera. I defended Britney and said she ( Read more... )