Things still are up and down with my mother. Someone on Facebook keeps telling her what I say about her. I'm just not going to discuss her over there anymore. I will talk about her here, which I should have done from the beginning, but I am not good at thinking logically lately. I've been very depressed and anxious, even with doubling both my ( Read more... )

Going to April's was fun, overall. Watched lots of My Little Pony <3 Little Bridgett (her daughter) was cute. I've been in a more anxious and volatile mood lately and I don't know why. I should probably have my psych meds temporarily increased. Which I hate to do. I got really upset hearing that my phone call by my Lyme doctor for my test ( Read more... )

Cry, hide in bed, take pills, talk to someone I trust, read, write poetry about the problem, etc.

( 365 Day Meme )

1. Animal abuse
2. Being insulted or criticized
3. Losing friends
4. Seeing sadness in others
5. Looking back on past good memories and knowing they are over

( 365 Day Meme )

Loving Someone with Bipolar Disorder made me start thinking about ways to improve my mental health. I never really considered how other symptoms like irritation or being quick to anger can be related to bipolar, even if you aren't currently in a serious mood episode. Also PTSD and OCD are very commonly comorbid with Bipolar and what I read ( Read more... )

I went from being in a terribly depressed mood the past three nights into an incredibly good mood tonight! I feel guilty for spending so much money this month on things I didn't need and I really want to save a little bit of money, but Christmas adventures seem more important! I want to go to a German Christmas festival in Chicago and look at all ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that I think should have been more upsetting than it was. Though I do worry a little that parts of it will hit me later. Instead, it made me feel more calm, more okay, and like some of my current (bad) obsessions were unnecessary. I feel no ill will toward anyone. I love everyone I know right now. I forgive everyone. ( Read more... )

Well my mood is good right now, probably due to the Ritalin. Hopefully my mood will stay this way, though, and I will have a good night tonight. I'm going to try to finish the book I'm reading so it can be returned to the library tomorrow. Michael and I will probably watch The Lost Boys tonight in honor of Halloween. I went out to the mall and ( Read more... )

Today I woke up feeling okay, though I woke up a bit late and my cat Joey knocked one of my earrings off my nightstand and I can't find it:P I went over to April's apartment, but she was still sleeping and I went back home. I struggled to read more of my book (I'm still struggling to read it -- I will read a little more then read some Sailor Moon ( Read more... )

Michael is leaving tomorrow instead of Thursday because he needs to do things at home. I hate unexpected changes and being alone, so this is slightly difficult for me. Also my moods have been very erratic. I don't know if this is breakthrough bipolar symptoms or not. I'm not having any current interpersonal problems and I think even if Amber ( Read more... )