Okay Day, Started Off Well, but Now I'm Kind of Anxious/Sad
Today I woke up feeling okay, though I woke up a bit late and my cat Joey knocked one of my earrings off my nightstand and I can't find it:P I went over to April's apartment, but she was still sleeping and I went back home. I struggled to read more of my book (I'm still struggling to read it -- I will read a little more then read some Sailor Moon). I enjoyed my afternoon mostly talking to Maria online. I did wake up to two good surprises on Facebook:-) A message back from my first Catholic school friend to friend me on Facebook. Her oldest son is autistic. Amber also messaged me to apologize for not contacting me the past few days and that she's been sick for stress, which isn't good, but I'm pleased she has been thinking of me. I explained my recent panic attack over obsessions over our relationship and it didn't seem to bother her. I know she's had similar experiences. I became more anxious and depressed as night fell. I was worried about going out with April and Phil, as April mentioned they would come by my house. I didn't want to leave the house for fear of a panic attack. Ritalin really helps my anxiety... I hate when it wears off. Fortunately April and Phil just wanted to hang around my house so we talked while Little House on the Prairie played in the background. Now I'm watching Ever After with Drew Barrymore. I love her clothes! And I miss my long hair. I love this movie and just added it to my amazon.com wishlist. I'm hoping to cheer myself up and keep my anxiety under control. I'll read one more short story and then read Sailor Moon, which often helps me.