So things have been all muddly lately. I'm sorry for those I haven't answered the phone to and I apologize to all those I did. My phone is stupid. I need a new one but alas.. can't afford one. It drops calls constantly and doesn't ring other times. And randomly just doesn't tell me I have voicemail until days later when I check it ( Read more... )

i've taken a moment out of my subreality to come back to my actual reality for a moment. what a weird warp i walk through to get back here. i step back and look at the reflection in the mirror i had just stepped out of and i see a reflection of a girl that i fought so hard to never become. i see someone that thinks so little of herself that she ( Read more... )

well it's been yet another interesting week. i've done things i'm incredibly greatful for and things i wish i hadn't ever seen or done ( Read more... )

my parents and little brother should be here tomorrow. they are staying over night. i'm so excited. i swear i mention in like 10 times a day. i think i'm just excited because everyone i know has family, i'm like the only one in my life for the past 6 years i've lived on my own, that hasn't had family readily availiable. when i lived in havre it was ( Read more... )

Today was just kind of a blah today but I guess that kind of went with a blah week right ( Read more... )

Yay ( Read more... )

I just got done with my weekly "Donovan Hour." It wasn't too bad. For the first time out of 4 sessions, I actually talked.. a lot. Which is suprising. He kept trying to get my "future goals" out of me.. and I was having a hard time with that. I just don't talk to people like that, especially talking about myself like that ( Read more... )

Caught a few Z's after Chris went to class and I laid Alexandra (his daughter) down to nap.. but pretty much been up since 4a yesterday. I'm so tired. I drove back from Bozeman.. not a bad trip. I LOVE the mountains! I'm so glad I got to hang with them for awhile. I almost went to their Anthropology class with them, but they were breaking up into ( Read more... )

I have such a schoolgirl crush on Donovon, the new bartender at work. It is so ridiculous and silly! I actually told Sara about it last night after work. Well, after she got off work and after the bar closed ( Read more... )