So... seriously fucking confused. I could tell he had a few drinks, because he is never this open. But what the fuck. And seriously... this was where our conversation ended. I shit you not, my texts were the last. Passed out or went to bed, who knows.. Then I made the mistake of getting SHIT faced the next day and this has been weighing heavily on ( Read more... )

Wow, 2 and a half months huh?? Too bad I only have like 10 minutes to write anyway. I keep meaning to update this - not really for the purpose of anyone reading it, just so I have SOME accountability as to what the hell I do with my life. Or something to remember when I'm 80 - take your pick ( Read more... )

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so i came back from nebraska yesterday.. well earlllllly this morning. oh wow.. fucking blast! i have to go right now.. but..

does anyone even read? anyone out there? it's been soooo long since i've gotten a comment.. i'm so sad.

anyway.. work..

Yay!! Time to leave for Nebraska!

I really miss Chad.. I can't wait until next week...

It's dawned on me, that although he treated me shitty as shitty can be.. he cared about me more than anyone ever has. And I love him for that.. I miss him. I can't wait until next week.

Yesterday was my first day at the R & R. Basically I just kind of watched people, then all of a sudden I became a busboy/girl and silverware roller. I also got their drinks and brought menus and waters to almost all the people that came in. Technically, I think they should have tipped me out at least a few bucks, but oh well ( Read more... )

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I'm home.. I have a lot to tell between going to 6 flags on Saturday and the JFK shooting/memorial site In Dallas today.. and the scariest plane ride EVER! I almost died and no longer want to go on a plane for a really long time ( Read more... )

Well, today wasn't too bad. Kinda fun actually ( Read more... )