Girl, afraid ( Read more... )

But I'm kinda tired and have nothing that I'm really doing but listening to music and surfing.

Something I've noticed about myself: I'm happy with my life until I start thinking about the negatives or the potential negatives, then I get overwhelmed and shut down.

Is the medication supposed to fix that?  I don't even know.

1. What was your favourite subject at school?
Drama...or writing...although women's studies things rule...and production is fun.

2. Who is the most famous person that you have ever met?
Definitely Jeff Tweedy.

3. What do you have in your bag?
Uh...bag?  How about pockets?  iPod, cell phone, wallet, ID, a bit of cash, instant hand sanitizer, several ( Read more... )

Highlights of yesterday ( Read more... )

One year ago at 12:30 this morning I got my first kiss and entered my first relationship.  It was cold, but not as cold as it could have been.  It was a sweet moment, I can't deny that.  I'll never pretend that it wasn't a sweet moment, even if it caught me entirely off guard and then some psychological Disney princess related shit happened in my ( Read more... )

Murder ballads written/performed by women.

Fuck.  Yeah.

"The Box He Comes Home In" by Wanda Jackson (or the recording by Anna Fermin) is so great.
so is "Furnace Room Lullaby", Neko Case's mini epic about "chopping up your boyfriend and putting him in the furnace."

I love the ladies who are out for revenge.  They're such righteous babes.

Lately, I've been wondering, why I always screw up good things.  Nothing can ever go right for me.  Every time I try to do something well, or make something good or get excited about anything it turns out that either my anxiety or my ego gets in the way.  This occured to me at the meeting with my counselor today ( Read more... )

I've got to go to a presentation in a few minutes, but I thought I'd take the time to say ( Read more... )

So, last night I met up with my fabulous SAB sis in Nashville for an evening of rocktacularness.  It was so strange to see her after so long...she sounds different in person than on the phone...I had forgotten that.  (I'll never forget the first few times we talked on the phone...I was sooooooo nervous.)  I was actually sort of nervous about ( Read more... )

Have a fabulous 2006 everyone. I have a good feeling about this one, I really do. :)

I love you all!

(guess who's drinking sparkling grape juice right out of the bottle? *hiccup* that's right, Samm, it's me! But I wish you were here too!)