Once again, he speaks the truth...

Apr 17, 2007 11:38

Girl, afraid
Where do his intentions lie?
Or does he even have any?
But he never even looks at me.
I give him every opportunity.

This has become my theme song. It just seems to fit every situation I've gotten myself into these days.

Katie tells me I shouldn't feel like an idiot, but I can't help it. I can't help but feel that there must be something wrong with me, not him. Why else would he have rejected me?

On top of it all, I get no sympathy from another person whose intentions I can't figure out and who seems to be distancing himself from me as well in a way that I don't understand.

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

Thank god Andrew Bird is tonight. I need some serious RSBF action to get myself out of this funk. Music loves me unconditionally. So does ice cream.

Katie does as well, I believe. She made me a crown that said "my beautiful queen" on it out of silver duct tape and I plan to wear it tomorrow to class.

Mandy is a good friend. I should nurture that friendship. I get the feeling that I'll need her even more in the future than I do right now.

I'll quit fuckin' rambling about stuff that I'm sure makes no sense.

rejection, friends, music, andrew bird, rock tourism, boys, reflection, ta, rsbf, moz

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