One year ago at 12:30 this morning I got my first kiss and entered my first relationship.  It was cold, but not as cold as it could have been.  It was a sweet moment, I can't deny that.  I'll never pretend that it wasn't a sweet moment, even if it caught me entirely off guard and then some psychological Disney princess related shit happened in my ( Read more... )

Some things ( Read more... )

I talked to Rachel for a half an hour. We caught up and got a little nostalgic about grade school. It was fun ( Read more... )

On the train on the way home from the Second City Etc. event back in December (right after Matt kissed me), I wrote a really long LJ entry that I never posted ( Read more... )

Friday - hung with Katie, blew up at Matt, went to hippie party, got hit on by lots of older guys, smelled like pot ( Read more... )

I didn't mean it.

I was kidding.

I'm sorry if I hurt you.

I was just screwing around.

I have a right to express my feelings too.

Maybe we should have a talk...just to figure things out...sort of a follow up...I dunno how to do this, I've never done it before.

Matt, I know you're probably going to end up reading this so:

QUIT ANNOYING ME!!!!!!!

Thank you.

Now Watching: Well...what do you think? Why else would I be telling him to shut up so much? (Dammit....I tried, I really did...but the obsession is still there.)

There is no adjective to describe how truly shitty I feel right now ( Read more... )

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