Australia has been fantastic. I had my palms read last night by Tara. Interesting stuff. I love that I wake up excited every day!

Today is a stupid day.

I just recently finished a 5 week road trip around the country. It was a lot of fun, even though most of it was on my own. That was a personal choice. Allowed me to spend time with myself and deal with many of the things running around in my brain ( Read more... )

Hmm, as usual it has been a while since I have written in here and as usual it is only in one of those moments that I want to cry. God I hate these moments. Anyone reading this might have noticed that I don't like to appear vulnerable. I really don't. Who does? And where does the vulnerability stem from? Where else? Girls ( Read more... )

Lost

Lost
In a car
A drive around town.

Looking for you.
Don't know where to look,
Drowning...
The lack of knowledge.
It's killing me.

Do I even know you?
How can I find you
If I don't know you?

You.
The need.
The desire, satisfaction.

I am craving.
The need is making me insane.
Dizzying.
Confused.
Losing control.
No direction.
Lost.

Hmm, I met Jen tonight. Kevin's new female friend. I like her. I think she is going to be really good for Kevin, on top of the fact that she is not psycho, like Jesse. Always a plus. I hope that works out for him ( Read more... )

The story of my life for the past 7 months is horribly atrocious timing. First, there was Rebekah. Probably would have had quite a great relationship with her if I had chosen her instead of Kate the night after Orientation got done. But I picked Kate, which was bad because of the different stages of life we were at ( Read more... )

My life is an shambled mix of acquaintances who don't care, a brother I don't show enough gratitude to, and friends that I am awkwardly not comfortable talking about things that matter about. And girls who are constantly unavailable for some reason. Timing. I think that's what it comes down to. Weird. My career choice is based mainly on timing and ( Read more... )

The Girl That Sat Down Beside Me ( Read more... )

I am leading a fairly pathetic sort of existence right now. My life consists of school and SigEp right now. It's fairly simple, and I love SigEp, but something is missing. I think it is a girl friend. I am on a pretty good streak of things failing in that regards. Things with Kate got completely fucked up and I don't even know why. I mean I know ( Read more... )