How pathetic is my life if I am writing poetry?

[thewebhead]

Lost

Lost
In a car
A drive around town.

Looking for you.
Don't know where to look,
Drowning...
The lack of knowledge.
It's killing me.

Do I even know you?
How can I find you
If I don't know you?

You.
The need.
The desire, satisfaction.

I am craving.
The need is making me insane.
Dizzying.
Confused.
Losing control.
No direction.
Lost.