Me, my life, and everything else that sucks...
I am leading a fairly pathetic sort of existence right now. My life consists of school and SigEp right now. It's fairly simple, and I love SigEp, but something is missing. I think it is a girl friend. I am on a pretty good streak of things failing in that regards. Things with Kate got completely fucked up and I don't even know why. I mean I know why but I think Kate is blowing it way out of proportion. I could be wrong, but that's what I think. My relationship with Rebekah didn't pan out. Thankfully it wasn't anything that could possibly be construed as my fault. It's just disappointing because I really think she is great. Which would be why I e-mailed her when I was seven sheets to the wind last night to let her know that I think she is great and I might be crazy about her. She didn't dignify it with a response. So I wrote an apology e-mail saying I was sorry because that's what nice guys do. She didn't dignify that with a response either. I honestly don't blame her. I guess what it comes down to is that I see every one around me hooking up with people and it makes me lonely. Hell, even JD has a girlfriend...and an awesome one at that. Maybe I just suck. That's probably it. I don't really have any friends outside of SigEp anymore, which isn't a problem, but it would be nice to go hang out with people that aren't my brothers once in awhile, because while I love them all, like any group of people there is such a thing as overload. I also don't really have anyone to talk to. Except for Matt Pittis. I love that kid. I am really gald he joined SigEp because he is arguably one of my most favorite people in the world. I guess I don't really have much else to say besides I am really frustrated with my life right now. And I am done.