I've continued to be a mess. No surprise there I suppose.

My neck and shoulder continue to be in pain. This morning, though, it was improved enough that when I woke up I was able to roll over and lie on my stomach for a while. That's been mostly out of the question for about two weeks, so that's a relief.

I tried to go to a walk-in clinic on ( Read more... )

This is not a very polished post.

The last few days have been pretty rough.

I attended the weekly online trans support group the week before last, for the first time in many months, and had a really nice time. I'd been avoiding that, as well as the Facebook trans groups I was in, because reading about people being social just hurt too much when I ( Read more... )

This is quite long and probably would benefit from editing, but I'm probably not going to manage that. Sorry in advance!

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Miriam and I had a great conversation that resolved a failure of communications that had been going on for quite some time.

Miriam and I (really, 90% Miriam) have been trying to find technical solutions that will allow us to ( Read more... )

I dreamed about being at a party at someone's house or apartment, and the isolation is hurting a lot today.

I keep thinking about writing on the local trans Discord that I'm looking for people to go walking with, or to visit dog parks or go biking with. But every time I look there, people are talking about doing things I can't do and it hurts too ( Read more... )

There's a trans woman who lives in Regina who I've been talking to regularly on Facebook. I first saw her on a big FB group, and when I noticed she lived in Regina I asked her if she was aware of the local community. It turns out we have a ton of interests in common; trains, slide rules, fixing vintage things. Even more coincidental, she knows the ( Read more... )

Someone in a Facebook group I'm in just discovered the concept of professional cuddlers and was excited by the idea. I was excited by their excitement and told them about cuddle parties and pointed them at the website for the movement/organization.

Then I cried. I miss things like that so much. I miss being able to talk to and touch and hold other ( Read more... )