My stress levels have been spiking the past week. I'm overloaded, with school work and freelance work and an upcoming interview as well. I actually had to drop one of my projects with a new freelance firm; there's just too much going on right now. They may try and reschedule it to when I'm less busy, but I still so awful that I had to let them down ( Read more... )

I've actually been having a pretty good week. Fresh off PAXEast, the warm weather has been revitalizing me, and Easter with the family was a lot of fun ( Read more... )

So much has happened in the last month or so. Looking back at my last entry it seems like an epoch has gone by since then. That goes for the last year as well, with me constantly wondering why five years haven't gone by instead of a very well-lived one ( Read more... )

I don't know if I've mentioned it before, but for some strange reason I've been noticing a...time dilation ( Read more... )

In 4 months my lease is up, and over the next couple of months I need to decide if I'm going to be living where I am or going someplace else ( Read more... )

Sometimes it's just so hard for me to be at peace. I can't be happy, I obsess and worry and drive myself crazy trying to find answers to questions that I shouldn't have asked to begin with. Why do I care if Alana texted John for a late-night lift instead of me? She was probably being helpful because she knows I go to bed early on nights before work ( Read more... )

It's getting harder to see the forrest for the trees anymore. That slight "unglued" feeling is afflicting me, making me a little less sensitive and aware of the world around me. I thought it was the Celexa, so I cut back. But it's just so hard to understand why I feel the way I do. Surrounding myself with people, but...feeling so insecure now. I ( Read more... )

Mom. God how I'd miss her. She had heart palpatations yesterday, just having lunch with my sister. My dad called me from his cell, which he NEVER does, and I knew something was up. I was in my car and en route to the hospital before I hung up. No one knows if it was Monday's rotator cuff surgery, but it is a big coincidence. The terrifying part was ( Read more... )