I was talking to Brandon earlier, hoping to vent, but for the first time HE actually needed to vent ( Read more... )

Dad's surgery for today was postponed. I braced and I braced...
And it didn't happen.
They called again, just now. They want him to come in tomorrow.
And I don't think I can brace anymore.

I'm nervous.

 February 28th, my father had a heart attack ( Read more... )

 Today had to be one of the worst days ever ( Read more... )

I woke early this morning, at least earlier than usual. I didn’t sleep much last night. Dad convinced me to go strawberry picking with him over at Quidas in Caroline County. I love Caroline berries, so I went without complaint. We met up with my Aunt Barbara, Aunt Jo, and cousin Mandy, and picked for about an hour and a half. Dad and I filled two 8 ( Read more... )

 Just one person? That's hard ( Read more... )

 Jim went into the hospital earlier tonight with a fever of 105.8
He's had it for 4 days now...

Faith said they're screening him for cancer again. I pray to God it isn't cancer. Not again.
I already went though this. We all did. 
Round two would just kill me. 

When Dwayne picked me up around 2:30, he took a look at me, looked at his phone, and then did a double take. His eyes got wide, and I laughed. Then, loudly, he asked, "When the fuck did you do that?" I calmly explained it all, and he chuckled and said, "Jim's gonna love you ( Read more... )

 I'd ordered Alabama University earrings from their sports site last Sunday, and they came today! As soon as I saw them I just HAD to put them on. :D

Putting them on made me think of those cute flip-flops I saw on the site. And since I reached for my favorite pair of flip-flops this morning and realized that one of them was broken, I could use a new ( Read more... )

 "You won't do it."
"I can't."
"Yes you can. But you won't."
"Shut up."
"Chicken."
"Watch me."

She downed three large gulps, wiped her mouth on the sleeve of her bright green shirt, and tossed the bottle to her boyfriend. "Don't tell me what I won't do." She said, holding back tears, and she watched him down the rest of the alcohol, like it was nothing. ( Read more... )