Well, the doctor on Friday didn't go the way I wanted it. I wanted answers, and instead I got more questions.
Doctor L. didn't know what was wrong with me. He blantantly said so. Said they would start by ruling things out.
So I took a pregnancy test, and it was negative.
They drew blood.
And tomorrow I go back at 4 and get a 24 hour heart monitor to ( Read more... )

I am a very complicated person. I mean one thing, and tomorrow I mean another. Yesterday I was happy, today I'm depressed, and God knows what tomorrow will bring. If I even get there.
I'm not a creature of habit. I hate the routine of day to day life, and I often try to change it up just to feel something different. I do not sit well with the casual ( Read more... )

Terry hates cats ( Read more... )

Math class was cancelled today (don't know why) so I didn't have to go in until 2:05, for American Literature. We went over what we read last night (some Mark Twain...) and didn't do much else ( Read more... )

To be honest, guys, college makes me incredibly sad and happy and I'm totally tripping over my emotions. I have not made a single friend because I have not tried. I am going through the motions, and I can see and feel the freedom I did not have in high school, but I also experience the HUGE struggle to have a voice and be heard. Reality. Check.

To ( Read more... )

This summer was like a car full of drunk teenagers; speeding into the oblivion, voices screaming into the darkness out of pure ectasy, pure freedom, too far gone to care about the stop signs ahead ( Read more... )

So, today was orientation at school. And I knew, I KNEW it couldn't go off without a hitch. It was a hitch alright, but something workable. It can be fixed.
IT CAN BE FIXED, SELF.
Now breathe.

( Cut For College Ranting... )

 Well I moved to Tennessee! Drove down Monday from Maryland (did I mention I wanted to stab myself in the face while driving?) with the boys. They're staying until Saturday morning, and then driving back. I'm staying until July 21st (because I had to move my orientation date to July 20th GRR), and then driving home ( Read more... )

 There was a tornado today in the Tunis Mills area (between St. Michaels and Tilghman). Tornadoes in this area are REALLY rare, but it made national news...sort of. All they said was, "An F2 was reported to have touched down EAST OF BALTIMORE...damage has been reported, but no one was seriously hurt ( Read more... )

 A bird hit the front window this morning and scared me half to death. We went outside and found him on the ground, feathers askew, and unable to fly because he'd been so stunned ( Read more... )