TBH: To Be Honest
To be honest, guys, college makes me incredibly sad and happy and I'm totally tripping over my emotions. I have not made a single friend because I have not tried. I am going through the motions, and I can see and feel the freedom I did not have in high school, but I also experience the HUGE struggle to have a voice and be heard. Reality. Check.
To be honest, I have not been to the dentist in 6 years, and I am a known forgetter to brush my teeth. I've had tooth pain for over 2 years, and I'm terrified to go. I don't want to hear it has to be pulled...
To be honest, I haven't written a poem in a month. And that makes me very, very sad.
To be honest, I have days where I am entirely not ready to be married. And I have days where I can't wait.
And to be honest, I am terrified of growing up. It's happening too fast, and I was not prepared for the landslide of responsibility. I need a job, and I'm afraid I won't find one. I'm afraid.
I'm afraid, so I pray.
...And then what???
To be honest, I have not been to the dentist in 6 years, and I am a known forgetter to brush my teeth. I've had tooth pain for over 2 years, and I'm terrified to go. I don't want to hear it has to be pulled...
To be honest, I haven't written a poem in a month. And that makes me very, very sad.
To be honest, I have days where I am entirely not ready to be married. And I have days where I can't wait.
And to be honest, I am terrified of growing up. It's happening too fast, and I was not prepared for the landslide of responsibility. I need a job, and I'm afraid I won't find one. I'm afraid.
I'm afraid, so I pray.
...And then what???