Last Monday (9/26) I had a dizzy spell and passed out on the bathroom floor at a friend's house. I was not drinking, was not smoking, was not under any influence but my own. We were studying for an English test ( Read more... )

  Prom was one of the greatest nights of my life. I picked up Sami at 5:30 and we went to Katie's house for pictures (remind me to check my e-mail for those...), and then I went and picked up Robby and his date, Kelsey, for dinner ( Read more... )

 I was talking to Brandon earlier, hoping to vent, but for the first time HE actually needed to vent ( Read more... )

 Went down to Kingston Landing today to get my toes wet. I wasn't feeling well... and it got worse when I got home. Horrible cramps...
I took Midol and curled up on my bed, and I cried. I just couldn't get comfortable...at all. My muscles in my back cramped too, and I got sick. I've NEVER had menstrual cramps like this...
An hour after I took the ( Read more... )

 I'm not a nurse, but maybe someday I'd like to be ( Read more... )

Dad's surgery for today was postponed. I braced and I braced...
And it didn't happen.
They called again, just now. They want him to come in tomorrow.
And I don't think I can brace anymore.

I'm nervous.

 February 28th, my father had a heart attack ( Read more... )

 Tennessee was so much fun. Spent time with Mom, Terry, Terrie-Lynn, Eddie, Anthony, DeWanna, Peyton, Brandon, Junior, Kim, John Curtis, Stephanie, MaKayla... I love my step family. I really do. Thank God for people like them ( Read more... )

I woke up and fell back asleep. Wasn't late, but wasn't early, either. 
It happens.

Today just didn't...feel right. It was different. I wore my flannel pajama pants and some fake Uggs (cause I'm that kind of person), and drove to school. The heat in Old Blue didn't quite kick on until I pulled into the student lot, so I had a hard time ripping my ( Read more... )

 So last night was a really serious turning point for me. I broke down and called Sami, and I told her about my hopeless feelings, my bad thoughts, and how tired I am. I can't sleep. I don't want to eat. Sometimes I act normal, like I laugh when things are funny, but I never feel entirely "there". I feel like something's not quite with me. I'm not ( Read more... )