Last post, I was kinda pissed. Why do women feel the need to wig out on me over stuff? Am I a douche or something and do not even know it. Why do women never quite apologize to me when it is merited? There is no remote fairness to that. Women can get away with just about anything, but if I step on one little eggshell, gods forbid I take another ( Read more... )

Fuck this stupid bullshit. Fuck this irrational crap that just doesn't make sense. Fuck being a fucking scapegoat. Oh, and fuck enmity too.

I gotta say, going through my days without worrying about anything with Kirstin is kinda nice. I am not dealing with those crazy mixed signals anymore. I have no more confusion about whether I should act or not. Aaaaaannnnnnnddddd...I am free to search for another girl again. Preferably one of the sort who does not flip out over the smallest thing ( Read more... )

One of you out there might have noticed I am updating far more often than I usually do. That would mostly be because my life is somehow rich and booming with stuff happening, and I wish to share ( Read more... )

So the biggest reason that I have hesitated with her: she is still into her ex-boyfriend. I cannot deal with that. How can someone really give themselves to you when they really want to give themselves to another person? I think I fully realized the extent of which I do not want to deal with that while I was talking with him last night. Alex (his ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm a little less frenetic now and sort of drifting in and out of consciousness, so it is the perfect time to update. I will start with last night because no one wants to hear the boring information between now and my last post. You see, on Wednesday or Thursday I sent my friend Kirstin a text asking if she wanted to get some martinis. Anyone ( Read more... )