My life. It is unlike most other people's lives I think. Which is just about what everyone else in the world can or does say. It makes me wonder what makes me special. The only few answers I can really give are that my location, name, and accomplishments are different from the others. Of course, not many people can say that they've ridden their ( Read more... )

First off, to start: I got a text message from the ex-boyfriend of Kirstin, and he is a good friend of mine.. "To quote my brother, 'Mabe is fucking sweet. He is the shit.'" I met his brother once. One night at Kirstin's place when I did not even think I was giving much out. Apparently the line came almost out of nowhere. However, this person ( Read more... )

Last post, I was kinda pissed. Why do women feel the need to wig out on me over stuff? Am I a douche or something and do not even know it. Why do women never quite apologize to me when it is merited? There is no remote fairness to that. Women can get away with just about anything, but if I step on one little eggshell, gods forbid I take another ( Read more... )

Fuck this stupid bullshit. Fuck this irrational crap that just doesn't make sense. Fuck being a fucking scapegoat. Oh, and fuck enmity too.

Hokay, so. I had my graduation party Friday night...I remember most of it. I think. I had a great time...with some repercussions. HOWEVER! I shall not go into those in great detail. Instead, I will talk about myself because I love myself. Shhh! stop asking about those repercussions. I twisted my left ankle at my party. I was running and definitely ( Read more... )

So the biggest reason that I have hesitated with her: she is still into her ex-boyfriend. I cannot deal with that. How can someone really give themselves to you when they really want to give themselves to another person? I think I fully realized the extent of which I do not want to deal with that while I was talking with him last night. Alex (his ( Read more... )

Yes, I still have the insomnia. I'm working at getting more and more sleep down though. I'm getting mixed results on that end. I haven't really been doing well lately, and I suspect that part of that is the chronic lack of sleep. I can't keep surviving on 3-4 hours of sleep a night. It doesn't work out too well. As a result, I've signed up for some ( Read more... )