Hahahaha, there is no real woman out there. They are almost all illusions.
I gotta say, going through my days without worrying about anything with Kirstin is kinda nice. I am not dealing with those crazy mixed signals anymore. I have no more confusion about whether I should act or not. Aaaaaannnnnnnddddd...I am free to search for another girl again. Preferably one of the sort who does not flip out over the smallest thing, has brunette hair (very important there), is close by (within a 15-20 minute drive), is considerate, has their own car (how could I have never dated a girl who does not have their own car? I guess I could really live without this one but be slightly annoyed at it), does not have considerable emotional baggage, is a complete geek/dork like me, loves cheese, does NOT want lots and lots and lots of sex, play lots of video games and be at least decent at them, and watch lots of anime. Oh, and not try to change me in grand ways just to suit their wants better, like the way I dress or the people I hang out with. FUUUUUUUUCCCCCKKKK THAT!
Yes, I know, unrealistic expectations. I definitely do not expect those categories to be filled. Hell, I do not even expect them to stick to my qualification list. Love is a strange thing. Not that it would start out as love. I kinda figure it goes from like to love gradually over time. Unless that person is absolutely fantastic in every way. Just like my friends.
Speaking of friends, I love 'em to pieces. Yes, you and you and you and you. And especially YOU! Oh, and you. Did not forget about you. They get me through life. Sure, sometimes my talking with them might not accomplish anything per se, but it still makes me feel better. And they even come over and cheer me up or keep me company. Hanging out with friends is fantastic. If you are my friend and you are reading this, keep up the good work. If you are not my friend and are reading this...why have you not added me yet? Worry not, my biting reflex is not as bad as it used to be.
I am going to jump a bit here, but stay with me here, this one is the last and is short. I have had no drama going on this week. I can live with this. I mean, there was the whole Kirstin thing described above, but I merely mentally dealt with that. Maybe I should celebrate this...with a lunch at the Mongolian Grill. Who wants in?
Yes, I know, unrealistic expectations. I definitely do not expect those categories to be filled. Hell, I do not even expect them to stick to my qualification list. Love is a strange thing. Not that it would start out as love. I kinda figure it goes from like to love gradually over time. Unless that person is absolutely fantastic in every way. Just like my friends.
Speaking of friends, I love 'em to pieces. Yes, you and you and you and you. And especially YOU! Oh, and you. Did not forget about you. They get me through life. Sure, sometimes my talking with them might not accomplish anything per se, but it still makes me feel better. And they even come over and cheer me up or keep me company. Hanging out with friends is fantastic. If you are my friend and you are reading this, keep up the good work. If you are not my friend and are reading this...why have you not added me yet? Worry not, my biting reflex is not as bad as it used to be.
I am going to jump a bit here, but stay with me here, this one is the last and is short. I have had no drama going on this week. I can live with this. I mean, there was the whole Kirstin thing described above, but I merely mentally dealt with that. Maybe I should celebrate this...with a lunch at the Mongolian Grill. Who wants in?