Okay. There is so much happening in my brain right now. Meaning all the time. Meaning that there has been a steady flow of bizarre feelings. No one can get to me again. I believe that this happens often though. I do believe so. One thing. If I can help it, I would rather not eat alone. I want to share a mealtime with someone. it supplements the ( Read more... )

I am so dead. I was going to say that I am so alive. However I feel so deas. I am close to death. I know it. I can feel it. It is a good time for me to take a step back and see all the good things that I have. I have been praying for people I am angry at/with. I work soon. Oh joy. Thinking of going back to college. I want to go back to Evergreen. I ( Read more... )

What the fuck are the mother fucking consequences of the choices I make in wording god damn it. Damn this day to hell. Fuck the mothers of the unborn children who turned this heaven into a wasteland. All I want is a little bit of peace and have it all be okay and enough for a day.Fuck. Why is no one panicking but me. Please tell me that everything ( Read more... )