15 hours agao
I am so dead. I was going to say that I am so alive. However I feel so deas. I am close to death. I know it. I can feel it. It is a good time for me to take a step back and see all the good things that I have. I have been praying for people I am angry at/with. I work soon. Oh joy. Thinking of going back to college. I want to go back to Evergreen. I don't know if it is the best for me. It is kind of a sensitive place. People say stay away from the people places and things that triggered you in the past. I could only see maybe bad things. Suppose if I wait again for awhile. I really liked that place. It would suit me. There are parts of it that seem lonely. Thetre are many people there whom I have almost forgotten. I bet there are other school like it. How important is it to be white.
I have to learn to appreciate people instead of hating them for all they have. Maybe I will do the boat shop after all. Get in touch with the boat people. Cancel my phone. Text all people. How do I let them all know that I will not have that phone anymore. I don't know. I suppose I should get one. A phone. I like living minimally. Okay. I call them. I go there. I call them. I go there. I take a break from this life. I go there. I see what it is they have for me there. I practice Kung fu and tai chi. I learn new things. I stay strong. I go to college in 2010. I can do that. Where will I be a resident though. DOesn't matter. Fill out FAFSA.
Okay. Call her. My aunt carol. Keep the energy up. GO to bed earlier. Eat Veggies. Drink coffee. Eat Good food. Pay back for the things you stole. GD it. I know I am bad. Very bad. I must ring these things up. I must pay back. Alright. It doesn't ring well in my soul. I listen to jazz today. I listen to violinist vivaldi. Was he. Dunno. I miss people I have said good bye to. They loved me. I must go. I must go. I must go.
I have to learn to appreciate people instead of hating them for all they have. Maybe I will do the boat shop after all. Get in touch with the boat people. Cancel my phone. Text all people. How do I let them all know that I will not have that phone anymore. I don't know. I suppose I should get one. A phone. I like living minimally. Okay. I call them. I go there. I call them. I go there. I take a break from this life. I go there. I see what it is they have for me there. I practice Kung fu and tai chi. I learn new things. I stay strong. I go to college in 2010. I can do that. Where will I be a resident though. DOesn't matter. Fill out FAFSA.
Okay. Call her. My aunt carol. Keep the energy up. GO to bed earlier. Eat Veggies. Drink coffee. Eat Good food. Pay back for the things you stole. GD it. I know I am bad. Very bad. I must ring these things up. I must pay back. Alright. It doesn't ring well in my soul. I listen to jazz today. I listen to violinist vivaldi. Was he. Dunno. I miss people I have said good bye to. They loved me. I must go. I must go. I must go.