Apr 03, 2009 17:25
Okay. There is so much happening in my brain right now. Meaning all the time. Meaning that there has been a steady flow of bizarre feelings. No one can get to me again. I believe that this happens often though. I do believe so. One thing. If I can help it, I would rather not eat alone. I want to share a mealtime with someone. it supplements the meal nicely. the added social contact. i do need people. this is true.
I am trying breathing deep for a change. You know, there is something very different about rooming with people. I know that I have really been quite alone for awhile. i really enjoy being here. In the way that one enjoys being wrong. Yeah. I mean it in the way that for the most part.
Okay. Hmmm. Some sayings>
It takes one to know one.
I wouldn't have said shit if I had a mouth full.
Most of the time.
More or less.
Accidents happen.
Don't take it personally.
Forgive and forget.
Hmm. There is something that I have been thinking. I want to say things. I need some time in nature I suppose. I want to go back to Evergreen. I really do. I would like to.
Half an hour organizing and then I will read. And I will head off to the candlelit meeting. Maybe then I will get to share.
Do it Adelle. Follow a plan.
sadness,
farrell's,
schedule,
moving,
pissed,
meeting,
work,
dead,
dumb,
love,
books,
food,
scared