I've been trying to type this between the hectic social contracts of the year end (and am most definitely backdating this entry ( Read more... )

Here are the things I want for you.

I want you to be happy. I want someone else to know the warmth of your smile, to feel the way I did when I was in your presence.

I want you to know how happy you once made me and though you really did hurt me, in the end, I was better for it. I don't know if what we had was love, but if it wasn't, I hope never to ( Read more... )

Today's the last day of September.

I haven't been posting, mostly because life has been busy and I've been trying to get my life in order, struggling to push forward each time the waves of nostalgia sweep me back.

It has not been easy, so let's just recap the key things milestones thus far and that are coming up.

Alpha. I ended my last session of ( Read more... )

A quick record of the nightmare I had last night. Had immediately whipped out my phone the moment my eyes flung open and typed this furiously until I was done. I wrote this at 0619, so pardon the typos and haphazard writing ( Read more... )

One year ago today, I met J ( Read more... )

I spent a large part of yesterday following the US election results. From as early as 4am in the morning, I was up rolling around in bed quite unable to sleep, so I started tracking newsfeed on facebook. In my heart of hearts, I knew Trump was going to win. The same feeling I had before Brexit happened, the same feeling before I reversed into the ( Read more... )

Another weekend gone ( Read more... )

Me: i managed to push out sth within 5 minutes. im so proud of myself. haha

J: I totally know how u feel... I feel that way every time I poop

( Quick recap )

In a parallel universe, J and I would have been on the first legs of the half marathon that we've been training for for the past 2 months ( Read more... )