A quick record of the nightmare I had last night. Had immediately whipped out my phone the moment my eyes flung open and typed this furiously until I was done. I wrote this at 0619, so pardon the typos and haphazard writing ( Read more... )

I spent a large part of yesterday following the US election results. From as early as 4am in the morning, I was up rolling around in bed quite unable to sleep, so I started tracking newsfeed on facebook. In my heart of hearts, I knew Trump was going to win. The same feeling I had before Brexit happened, the same feeling before I reversed into the ( Read more... )

Dreamt Xf and I were on the beach which had was teeming with people. We were on this double floored crane structure which was perched on the highest plateau away from the shore. I was happily wedged somewhere in the middle between a bunch of people, lying in an awkward but comfortable place ( Read more... )

I've been having sleepless nights. Waking up almost every hour, even when I'm absolutely knackered. Falling asleep at first instance is easy. Staying asleep is tough. I'm not sure what or why is causing it. Post-N, it was probably the heartbreak. Post-post-N, it was probably work. Now, I'm not too sure ( Read more... )

Two weeks into being officially a lawyer, mass exodus of associates leaving you piled with files and feeling very VERY lost later, you want to call it quits.

Not because you can't take long hours, not because you can't take the heat of the pace of the corporate work, not because you are thrown into the deep end.

But because you find that at 12am, ( Read more... )

the dreams nightmares of you and me are returning.

what a prelude to my 1st exam.

Two and a Half Men on the screen, and it's 8am in the cold apartment in winter NYC again, seated on the floor in front of the 7 inch laptop, another day of another of cold cereal doused in cold milk, unwashed coat thrown carelessly around on the sofas around, spillage of open luggage to my right ( Read more... )