My word, so much beauty in the night ( Read more... )

here I am home again, trying to get back into that glorious 4/5am routine with myself and phoenix and so far, my sleepy ego has won two days in a row now. This I am alright with, tonight no plans to keep me up late except perhaps a date with a dumpster. I can remember the rewards of getting up that early when I am fully awake, it's convincing my ( Read more... )

It is very late and I have just crawled out of the hot tub. My body is amazing I am so grateful for it. It's hard to imagine that I was in agony just weeks ago and that now I'm spending roughly 7 hours a day dancing ( Read more... )

now i'm twenty six ( Read more... )

I have moved ( Read more... )

SO I may have permanently altered my creative state by listening to Mono. I just worked on my giant flower bed piece for and hour and a half. non-stop, flowing...yessssss ( Read more... )

Pretty sure I have found myself a place in Abby for April. It's so good to be back, and it's going to be hard to leave for one more month, I'd almost like to make it for March but that will upset everything for sure ( Read more... )

Everything is feeling so extremely aligned in life right now, today I talked with Cam about me moving to Abbotsford. It has been a lovely heart wrenching decision that finally came through as a yes, a big fat yes. So we spoke I let him know my intentions, my plan, my goals. It was lovely. So in two weeks I will be in Portland doing a doula/mentor ( Read more... )

It feels like fucking saturday night cause phoenix isn't here and it's not it's tuesday so everyone has to work tomorrow. boo, but yeah for me, i survived this long challenging week. I had a big break down yesterday. I am so thankful for my friend laura who i'm getting to know better she came and sat with me when i could/didn't feel safe anymore ( Read more... )

hmmmmm...... I love being in my house, I haven't gone out much since I arrived. I am feeling disconnected from the town, I am feeling exhauseted from the town. I am missing my connection with people in vancouver and abbotsford a lot. I am wondering what I want. I am all collided and full of tears. When I was in abby I got so much contact with folks ( Read more... )