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It feels like fucking saturday night cause phoenix isn't here and it's not it's tuesday so everyone has to work tomorrow. boo, but yeah for me, i survived this long challenging week. I had a big break down yesterday. I am so thankful for my friend laura who i'm getting to know better she came and sat with me when i could/didn't feel safe anymore with just me and phoenix and then she took him out for a few hours. and i cried more and talked to bean. I love her she makes things better all the time. i am going to call her more often.
DARLA CALL YOUR FRIENDS MORE IN ABBOTSFORD.
this morning i was full on moving back to abby and now tonight i'm like EVERYTHING will be so different when i have a lisence. so i'm trying not to think about it all too much, and just give it up to the great glorious mystery of the universe and let it unfold in it's own time and who knows maybe i'll not get a job and do something else and travel back and forth a lot more to abby, phoenixs grammie would like that i'm sure and i would too, i so love my friends and i miss them so dearly and then i'd be able to visit my pow friends that live further out in the bush and i just all round wouldn't feel so lonely.....
le sigh
i'm going to sew
DARLA CALL YOUR FRIENDS MORE IN ABBOTSFORD.
this morning i was full on moving back to abby and now tonight i'm like EVERYTHING will be so different when i have a lisence. so i'm trying not to think about it all too much, and just give it up to the great glorious mystery of the universe and let it unfold in it's own time and who knows maybe i'll not get a job and do something else and travel back and forth a lot more to abby, phoenixs grammie would like that i'm sure and i would too, i so love my friends and i miss them so dearly and then i'd be able to visit my pow friends that live further out in the bush and i just all round wouldn't feel so lonely.....
le sigh
i'm going to sew