It's been almost 10 months now since she's come back into my life. I knew her in my thirties and into my early forties. I'm 54 now, she's 40. Every so often I'd search for her on-line, never really expecting to find her. I missed her so much!!! You never know the last time you'll ever see someone, be it a family member or friend. I knew that night ( Read more... )

I met a most amazing girl several months ago. At first it was just small talk, but lately I find myself falling for her. Every time we meet, I get to know a bit more about her, I'm thoroughly caught up in who she is at heart. I like getting to know people deep down, what makes them happy and sad, what brings them to the edge of tears or what lights ( Read more... )

I met a woman about 2 years ago.

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I took my vacation the week of Labor Day, went on a road trip by myself. Stayed overnight in downtown Chicago, met a local artist there that I've been e-mailing, it was fun to meet her. From there it was

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I just got back from a road-trip to Colorado and wanted to write while my mind is still fresh. My Aunt Hazel died, aged 77. She was the youngest child, my mother and her twin the oldest, a boy in the middle. All gone now, their spirits lingered in this town frozen in time. Akron is in eastern Colorado, flat land more like Kansas and Nebraska, wheat ( Read more... )

It seems like a lifetime ago since I made a journal entry. Since that time my life has turned on a dime and now it's turned back again to the same old, same old. I fell in love, fell in lust, had a crush on someone I admired and desired for many years. I messed it up badly but it turns out I didn't have a snowballs chance in hell. She was just ( Read more... )

I met someone who I had that instant connection feeling with. It wasn't at the grocery store or laundromat, not a night class either, I didn't bump into her at Barnes & Noble in the design section or at church (like I even remember the last time I went to church). It was at my new favorite strip club in the Valley. The longer I go to these clubs ( Read more... )

Another gray winter day, I was hoping for a bit of sun as promised by the weatherman a few days ago. My energy level is zip, waiting for a corner to turn up ahead ( Read more... )