Well my birthday is this Sunday, (not that I care) well i guess i do care this year. Because of Faith I actually have a birthday this year XD. I wasnt even planning on one and would have completley forgot its existance had not Faith insisted on getting me something. She spent way too much money on me and sent me a huge box of gifts. She got me a ( Read more... )

Well the past weeks as usual have just been fucking phenominal. I have never been this happy. And ive even had little quarels with Faith and I am still just drunk on happiness v_v. I have applied for the dispatching position at both Glendale and Peoria, and another position at Glendale. If i get either of these Jobs I will be set for awhile and ( Read more... )

Well ALOT has happened. I decided I might as well update this for those of us who never get online and maybe just to sum up and file away the craziness that has gone on. I forget what i last posted but Basically we lost the house Joes uncle came and took the house from us. We had 2 weeks to get an appartment before Faith got here for her 1 week ( Read more... )

^_^ Is all I can really say. To try and really explain just how great things have been going with Faith would be impossible to describe in regular words and in just a small journal entry. ^_^ Renzo is now completley gone. she has shredded all her memories of him. ^_^ I can now call her my girlfriend. and she can keep me close as her boyfriend. ( Read more... )

Well things are still going insanely well with me and Fayth. I think ill go into more detail now since I have time before she comes back online. First off I love her so much it doesnt even seem possible to love a girl that much without seeing her yet. She is the first girl ever to accept me just as I am. She likes my geekiness she likes my ( Read more... )

Well ever since I started my attempts to get Fayth back I have not slept barely an hour a day and ive never been happier XD. I talk to her constantly now and nothing would make me happier. Ive come to love her all over again and even stronger than before. I have decided to devote myself to doing anything in my power to make her happy. She loves ( Read more... )

Well, I havent had to write anything in here for awhile, I guess. Maybe i should have. Ever since I decided to stay away from mary and Jill my head has been spinning and its oddly like turning a light off in a dark room, I feel strangely like the darkness is just becoming part of me, it was already dark but now im just more comfortable with it ( Read more... )

blah blah lifes been normal if just a tad bit more bitter and irritable than usual. Dont care about the kid who killed 32 people. -shrugs- death, as usual doesnt faze me. the fact that he sent pictures and videos of himself doesnt surprise me and doesnt shift my opinion of him either way. Just waiting for the politicians to step in and abuse the ( Read more... )

Im still contemplating with mixed feelings how to go about dealing with my anger v_v Im still quite upset about the idiotic choices of my friends but i kind of dont even want to speak to them about it, i kind of just want to never talk to them again. Which isnt like me ill usually try and take the bull by the horns and be a dick and tell them their ( Read more... )

mahhh v_v im irritable and depressed this sucks~ v_v

me and Sean are gonna try and set up a Manga about our guild in Ragnarok Online. itll be pretty shnazzy =3 other then that just kinda bored as hell -_-