Jun 04, 2007 00:51
Well ever since I started my attempts to get Fayth back I have not slept barely an hour a day and ive never been happier XD. I talk to her constantly now and nothing would make me happier. Ive come to love her all over again and even stronger than before. I have decided to devote myself to doing anything in my power to make her happy. She loves speaking to me thinks im cute, she loves my smile and my laugh and thinks my geekingess is great. She is even ok with my often perverted behavior. She hates drinking and smoking and we get along better than i have with anyone before. She is perhaps almost completely perfect for me, and I for her.
Everything has gone almost disturbingly smoothly. She agreed instantly to the idea of visiting AZ and is really pumped about seeing me. Ive spent hours and hours speaking to her on the phone in chat rooms and through our webcams. I dont think ive done much of anything except talk to her. To top it off, sooner than I expected she gathered up a tremendous amount of courage and broke her relationship with Renzo. Now even if I dont get the chance to be with her she is away from that man, and I wont leave her side to make sure it stays that way v_v. we spoke for a long time after she broke off. she was very upset and the ex was going crazy. Which I expected just not so soon. I was going to wait until a strategic moment to have her break him the news so as to avoid some conflict v_v but it turned out ok. Her mom came to the rescue and I love her mom for it XD. So now I am the only guy in her life and I cant wait to get her to AZ and spend some time with her ^_^ I havent been this happy in years and every day it just gets better.