Exhaust!
Well ALOT has happened. I decided I might as well update this for those of us who never get online and maybe just to sum up and file away the craziness that has gone on. I forget what i last posted but Basically we lost the house Joes uncle came and took the house from us. We had 2 weeks to get an appartment before Faith got here for her 1 week vacation. And Joe and Gabby (friends from work) decided to drive to California and pick up Gabby's boyfriend, and our third room mate. However we had no house so it realy baffled my mind why theyd do something so recklessly retarded. We found a place, almost had it were basically signing papers to get it and had money down for it. and found out we couldnt get it without a cosigner all of a sudden. I called everyone I knew, my mom turned me down so quick i almost didnt have time to explain to her what i wanted. It was a huge let down. No one would help us out. No one trusted us. I had to eventually Pull out of the situation. It was the worst 3 weeks of my life, everything that could have gone wrong did so. And I ran out of time, I had to have a place for Faith to stay, and getting the hotel was going to dry up my resources. Not enough money left in its wake to get an appartment right away. So I got her her hotel and told Joe I would be back to try again in a couple months.
Faiths visit here was amazing. I got most of my week off only worked on the 4th of July. She stayed at work with me cause she said she loved me. We had gone to Lake Pleasant the day before for Fireworks so we didnt miss out on much. ^_^ I got in trouble for calling in sick on the 3rd tho. -shrugs- was worth it tho. I stayed with her in the Hotel because i didnt like the idea of leaving her there. And I wanted to spend every bit of time I had with her. I greeted her with white roses and a sign at the airport and I had a beanie baby puppy for her waiting in the car which she adores. XD It was very fun. When I first saw her I was shocked. I had seen her several times on webcam but it just didnt do her justice. She is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. I think I had to pull my jaw up off the floor after seeing her. She has pretty, beautiful and cute all wrapped up in a marvelous package. I couldnt resist the desire to run around town showing her off to everyone I knew. Staying with her in the Hotel was magical. Waking up in the morning to see her face is one of the most romantic and amazing experiences I have ever been blessed with. She takes about 2 hours putting on make up and getting ready but I was fully amused to sit and watch her process. ^_^ Just doing simple things with her was amazing. We saw a movie and I wanted to take her out but we got distracted and I ran out of time so we went to Taco Bell rofl. It was fun though. So many things happened and I discovered new things about myself that she has changed merely through her love alone. looking into her eyes I knew straight out from teh bottom of my heart that she loved me with every fiber of her being. It is the first time anyone has ever shown the affection and love for me that I have for them. It was a very calming and comforting moment. I feel confident with Faith, like she belongs at my side. I was happy I stayed with her in the hotel even tho my uncle and aunt were mad. I was there for her several times when she needed my shoulder. She got harassed from her ex while returning one of his calls. I held her all night and comforted her. Words and even emotions themselves dont relay truthfully my hatred for Renzo. There is no death conceivable by my mind alone that would be fitting of him. But other then that it was a purely magical and wondrous week. I have never been so happy in all my life and never so calm and comforted. My life seems right with her around... She cried when I had to drive her to the airport and let her go back home v_v She didnt want to go. I cried after she left in my car.
Im going to work as hard as I can, to bring her back as soon as possible. I will make this work with every drop of blood in my veins I will move the heavens and earth to make this work. She will have a home with me and I will make things right in both our worlds. I will do everything for her. My love and devotion is concrete.
I apologise to those who did not get to meet her while she was here, our week was very full and I tried to meet as many ppl as possible but for Jill and Ian and whatnot I am just not in good enough connection with to organize anything. v_v I will do better next time.
Faiths visit here was amazing. I got most of my week off only worked on the 4th of July. She stayed at work with me cause she said she loved me. We had gone to Lake Pleasant the day before for Fireworks so we didnt miss out on much. ^_^ I got in trouble for calling in sick on the 3rd tho. -shrugs- was worth it tho. I stayed with her in the Hotel because i didnt like the idea of leaving her there. And I wanted to spend every bit of time I had with her. I greeted her with white roses and a sign at the airport and I had a beanie baby puppy for her waiting in the car which she adores. XD It was very fun. When I first saw her I was shocked. I had seen her several times on webcam but it just didnt do her justice. She is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. I think I had to pull my jaw up off the floor after seeing her. She has pretty, beautiful and cute all wrapped up in a marvelous package. I couldnt resist the desire to run around town showing her off to everyone I knew. Staying with her in the Hotel was magical. Waking up in the morning to see her face is one of the most romantic and amazing experiences I have ever been blessed with. She takes about 2 hours putting on make up and getting ready but I was fully amused to sit and watch her process. ^_^ Just doing simple things with her was amazing. We saw a movie and I wanted to take her out but we got distracted and I ran out of time so we went to Taco Bell rofl. It was fun though. So many things happened and I discovered new things about myself that she has changed merely through her love alone. looking into her eyes I knew straight out from teh bottom of my heart that she loved me with every fiber of her being. It is the first time anyone has ever shown the affection and love for me that I have for them. It was a very calming and comforting moment. I feel confident with Faith, like she belongs at my side. I was happy I stayed with her in the hotel even tho my uncle and aunt were mad. I was there for her several times when she needed my shoulder. She got harassed from her ex while returning one of his calls. I held her all night and comforted her. Words and even emotions themselves dont relay truthfully my hatred for Renzo. There is no death conceivable by my mind alone that would be fitting of him. But other then that it was a purely magical and wondrous week. I have never been so happy in all my life and never so calm and comforted. My life seems right with her around... She cried when I had to drive her to the airport and let her go back home v_v She didnt want to go. I cried after she left in my car.
Im going to work as hard as I can, to bring her back as soon as possible. I will make this work with every drop of blood in my veins I will move the heavens and earth to make this work. She will have a home with me and I will make things right in both our worlds. I will do everything for her. My love and devotion is concrete.
I apologise to those who did not get to meet her while she was here, our week was very full and I tried to meet as many ppl as possible but for Jill and Ian and whatnot I am just not in good enough connection with to organize anything. v_v I will do better next time.