what was i thinking. i know how dependent i am, and i should have known not to believe that. i should've listened to my head. and now i'm alone, although it's felt like that almost all along. just let it sink in and i'll go crazy. i can't wait forever, a week was hard enough and then it was a month and now it's months and i overrestimated my ( Read more... )

i spend all this time trying to prove to myself that there is no god ( Read more... )

i miss my love...a lottt.
but it's a small price to pay...
i'm so proud of that boy i could scream :-)
finallyyy...lonely and not, and happy and gonna be happier.
ohhhhh gosh <3


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reading old entries makes me cry. no wonder i don't write in this ( Read more... )

godddddddd, this boy kills me :-(

i hate myself and everything else.

Remember today...I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

the last few weekends have been really fun, especially ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty good. there was a thing or two i ( Read more... )

this feelings getting old...
i miss the fun we used to have...what i miss is the summer when people could keep their eyes open and get outside in the warm air and do something.
i'm just here now. something that has to be done every now and then ( Read more... )

no one can catch a fucking break can they. i'm going to ( Read more... )