Dec 09, 2005 18:12
what was i thinking. i know how dependent i am, and i should have known not to believe that. i should've listened to my head. and now i'm alone, although it's felt like that almost all along. just let it sink in and i'll go crazy. i can't wait forever, a week was hard enough and then it was a month and now it's months and i overrestimated my strength. i'm not a strong person, i guess i don't want anything to do with anyone.