these days...i may not be so happy after all.
this feelings getting old...
i miss the fun we used to have...what i miss is the summer when people could keep their eyes open and get outside in the warm air and do something.
i'm just here now. something that has to be done every now and then, but don't take me too seriously, i'm not that important and i really don't mind watching you fall asleep while i get left to do nothing but waste my time. but don't worry, save the best of yourself, the fun and awake part of yourself for your friends cause you always have a good time with them.
GO FUCK YOURSELF. i want to feel important again i feel like i'm nothing and everythings been going wrong whether it's in my head or really happening it's not just you but you sure as hell cause most of it and i want my life back. i want to feel beautiful and excited and energetic, not crushed and gloomy all the time. i can't even get myself to see half the people i used to have trouble living without. i miss good, deep, long conversations. i miss the fun and how do you tell when you've used all the fun up? ehhhh i can't do this, another night to cry myself to sleep...i'm so over this feeling but it doesn't want to leave. uhh god
i miss the fun we used to have...what i miss is the summer when people could keep their eyes open and get outside in the warm air and do something.
i'm just here now. something that has to be done every now and then, but don't take me too seriously, i'm not that important and i really don't mind watching you fall asleep while i get left to do nothing but waste my time. but don't worry, save the best of yourself, the fun and awake part of yourself for your friends cause you always have a good time with them.
GO FUCK YOURSELF. i want to feel important again i feel like i'm nothing and everythings been going wrong whether it's in my head or really happening it's not just you but you sure as hell cause most of it and i want my life back. i want to feel beautiful and excited and energetic, not crushed and gloomy all the time. i can't even get myself to see half the people i used to have trouble living without. i miss good, deep, long conversations. i miss the fun and how do you tell when you've used all the fun up? ehhhh i can't do this, another night to cry myself to sleep...i'm so over this feeling but it doesn't want to leave. uhh god